February 6th-12th

Dear me, I seem to have taken a liking to writing haiku's.

Gloomy, falling rain,

Despite nature's fervent call,

Everyday you weep.

This week started off with an awesome holiday which was literally a walk for me. Being at tuition in the morning, opposite my school (SMKDJ) I walked towards CentrePoint where my schoolmates and my teacher were there to practice my class' drama. I was still early in the morning (10.00a.m.) so it would be a refreshing walk BUT the smoking vehicles spoiled it and the air was quite filthy with dust and gas. Still, cars, vans, etc were necessary so I cannot blame them but still, I dislike it. Anyways, after the practice, I had another tuition which was back in Damansara Jaya at about 5.15p.m. so walk again I did. This time it was much much worse because I started walking at about 3.45p.m. so the sun was up pouring it's heat rays down towards me. This also made me detour to Damansara Utama (Uptown) to grab a drink before heading back to Damansara Jaya.

As the days go by, the usual school continues with not much difference happening aside from the topics teachers taught. On Friday, after school however, I was invited to my friend's house in the afternoon. This friend of mine is also the person who taught me guitar and this week he agreed to teach me some of the Physics' concepts that eluded me. Even though he thinks himself of a bad teacher, I think otherwise. His teaching was very in-depth and he constantly made analogies to help me understand. This helped me in my struggle to understand Physics from a different perspective.

The day wasn't over however, as I soon as I reached home, I left my house immediately to a food court in Taman Megah (Ming Tien). I had dinner there alone as my mom dropped me off there and soon I left to another friend's house to do our Add Math's Project which was to build a 3D object. It was not completed on that day itself so I agreed to come another day which was Sunday. On Sunday, the object we were making was almost done but still required some finishing touches to fully complete it.

This Saturday was a school day which I did not attend. After hearing many of my friends' thoughts of school on Saturday, my decision to go to school wavered and it finally turned around at about Friday midnight. My reasons were similar to those who did not go and they are because my history teacher announced that she was not going to teach on Saturday, my Physics and my PJ teacher were busy with some celebration in school, and after recess, students have to go to the hall for a talk. All this really discouraged me from attending school mainly because I will not learn anything even if I attended school.

Defile my sanctuary if you dare, 

My innermost place in which I care,

I commend you to do so,

For none has achieved till this day,

Alone I'll be with my mangled crow,

Till the day I am able to say:
Peace be with you,

In all that you do.